Yeah, about all the things I wasn't ready to say to you but it was easy with him because he already found us weird as hell. Apparently you do need a summary, so here it is: of course I love you.
I wake up and I love kissing you first thing even when you don't remember it later. I think about you when you're not around and I want you to hold me so bad I suddenly feel freezing without you. I feel like all my organs are bursting with a need to be near you and it's crazy and intense but it also feels so good when we're together, like I'm on fire.
eddie doesn't know what to say. for a long, long time eddie just sits there looking down at the message. feels his eyes burn a little, just a little, at the sudden swell of feeling. eddie is used to being rejected. he's used to being tolerated. he's not used to someone wanting him like this. wholly and completely, warts and all his infuriating little habits.
it, unfortunately, derails what he wanted to talk about. how if steve likes billy, then - he's got no problem opening things up. he cares about billy. and while he doesn't want mindless fucking, its clear they've got a bond.
a bond which is being pumped full of affection, and guilt, and a little bit of uncertainty that he's worthy of all this. ]
[ He's about to seek Eddie out when he gets that text and tension seeps from his shoulders. He's so glad he doesn't have to ask if Eddie loves him too. ]
Good. I can't BELIEVE we just did that over texts! I HATE the future!!
Steeeeeeeeve Harrington. The only people in the world who have ever said I love you to me are my Uncle Wayne, my old man once when he was really hammered, a hallucination I had on ayahuasca, and Henderson. Of course I'm gonna be blushing when you come out waxing poetic about it.
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About me?
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I wake up and I love kissing you first thing even when you don't remember it later. I think about you when you're not around and I want you to hold me so bad I suddenly feel freezing without you. I feel like all my organs are bursting with a need to be near you and it's crazy and intense but it also feels so good when we're together, like I'm on fire.
You're my boyfriend. That means something to me.
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eddie doesn't know what to say. for a long, long time eddie just sits there looking down at the message. feels his eyes burn a little, just a little, at the sudden swell of feeling. eddie is used to being rejected. he's used to being tolerated. he's not used to someone wanting him like this. wholly and completely, warts and all his infuriating little habits.
it, unfortunately, derails what he wanted to talk about. how if steve likes billy, then - he's got no problem opening things up. he cares about billy. and while he doesn't want mindless fucking, its clear they've got a bond.
a bond which is being pumped full of affection, and guilt, and a little bit of uncertainty that he's worthy of all this. ]
I love you too.
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Good.
I can't BELIEVE we just did that over texts! I HATE the future!!
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You're smug.
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The only people in the world who have ever said I love you to me are my Uncle Wayne, my old man once when he was really hammered, a hallucination I had on ayahuasca, and Henderson.
Of course I'm gonna be blushing when you come out waxing poetic about it.
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I can't wait to kiss you tonight, you're adorable.
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No judgement here.
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Like ... do you know what I mean?
Would you enjoy that, if it was just me?
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[ god. ]
Baby, I'd love that.
I love everything you do.
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Yeah, I want to top.
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and yeah. yeah. yeah! he's glad steve can't see his face. he's red. and when control isn't in his hands, eddie ends up on the off foot. flustered. ]
I'd like that a lot.
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Unless you want to speak to Billy about what he broadcast.
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No. No we can circle back around to that later.
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