[freaking out? yeah, maybe. he feels unmoored; feels exhausted. the way he collapses onto Eddie’s bed without so much as a dry remark about their cleanliness says more than he could, probably.
he stares at the ceiling, fingers twitching at his side.] I feel kind of crazy.
[his teeth are grinding in between sentences. ] I didn’t - didn’t wanna tell either of you about this stupid, fucking thing. But it’s gonna take too long to figure out how to suppress it and it’s getting worse.
[he’s unblinking. ] Sorry. I should’ve called instead, because it’s like - I don’t know if I’m dangerous, E.
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Date: 2022-08-16 06:22 am (UTC)[freaking out? yeah, maybe. he feels unmoored; feels exhausted. the way he collapses onto Eddie’s bed without so much as a dry remark about their cleanliness says more than he could, probably.
he stares at the ceiling, fingers twitching at his side.] I feel kind of crazy.
[his teeth are grinding in between sentences. ] I didn’t - didn’t wanna tell either of you about this stupid, fucking thing. But it’s gonna take too long to figure out how to suppress it and it’s getting worse.
[he’s unblinking. ] Sorry. I should’ve called instead, because it’s like - I don’t know if I’m dangerous, E.