[ there's a flicker of genuine surprise. wordlessly he hands the cigarette over, not looking at billy, just out across the city.
he's a hypocrite for saying use your words when he doesn't even know how to begin to do the same.
billy feels sort of like home. the same way Steve does. Cozy... Safe. Someone who not only tolerated him being himself, but revels in it. ]
I am so shit-scared of losing you. [ is what he actually says, his brow furrowing as he stars at the smoggy skyline. Glancing sideways at billy and then back. ] Aaaabsolutely petrified... It's why I lost my shit when Steve started implying I wanted to fuck you because I was terrified ... [ he lifts a hand for emphasis, slashing through the air ] Absolutely terrified - that he was gonna make me cut you out.
So... I've been trying to ignore [ he gestures between them. Their head. The bonds. ] that we got no secrets between us... And that's not fair to you.
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Date: 2022-08-30 01:42 am (UTC)he's a hypocrite for saying use your words when he doesn't even know how to begin to do the same.
billy feels sort of like home. the same way Steve does. Cozy... Safe. Someone who not only tolerated him being himself, but revels in it. ]
I am so shit-scared of losing you. [ is what he actually says, his brow furrowing as he stars at the smoggy skyline. Glancing sideways at billy and then back. ] Aaaabsolutely petrified... It's why I lost my shit when Steve started implying I wanted to fuck you because I was terrified ... [ he lifts a hand for emphasis, slashing through the air ] Absolutely terrified - that he was gonna make me cut you out.
So... I've been trying to ignore [ he gestures between them. Their head. The bonds. ] that we got no secrets between us... And that's not fair to you.