I know, I'm on the phone to Robin right now freaking out about the fact I didn't know how much he was into me! I gave him my shirt and he kept that stupid Scoops top too. I changed into the damn outfit during basketball practice to distract him because I knew it would get him distracted, but I didn't realise I was playing with his emotions. Jesus, I wouldn't have done it.
Yeah, about all the things I wasn't ready to say to you but it was easy with him because he already found us weird as hell. Apparently you do need a summary, so here it is: of course I love you.
I wake up and I love kissing you first thing even when you don't remember it later. I think about you when you're not around and I want you to hold me so bad I suddenly feel freezing without you. I feel like all my organs are bursting with a need to be near you and it's crazy and intense but it also feels so good when we're together, like I'm on fire.
eddie doesn't know what to say. for a long, long time eddie just sits there looking down at the message. feels his eyes burn a little, just a little, at the sudden swell of feeling. eddie is used to being rejected. he's used to being tolerated. he's not used to someone wanting him like this. wholly and completely, warts and all his infuriating little habits.
it, unfortunately, derails what he wanted to talk about. how if steve likes billy, then - he's got no problem opening things up. he cares about billy. and while he doesn't want mindless fucking, its clear they've got a bond.
a bond which is being pumped full of affection, and guilt, and a little bit of uncertainty that he's worthy of all this. ]
[ He's about to seek Eddie out when he gets that text and tension seeps from his shoulders. He's so glad he doesn't have to ask if Eddie loves him too. ]
Good. I can't BELIEVE we just did that over texts! I HATE the future!!
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uhhhhhhh what
since when
what was with
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Yeah that was definitely my shirt.
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Honestly? I don't think he's ever been this close with another person.
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Should we pretend we didn't see it?
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[ ... he sucks on his teeth. ]
He's really into you, Steve.
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eddie sits there for a moment, dumbfounded. realizing more and more that steve harrington, sweet and loving as though he may be, is a total dumbass. ]
Honesty time.
Are you into him?
No judgement. Sincere question.
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I don't think about other people like that.
I love YOU.
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1/???????
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Why do you think I spent so much time with the vampire?
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About me?
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I wake up and I love kissing you first thing even when you don't remember it later. I think about you when you're not around and I want you to hold me so bad I suddenly feel freezing without you. I feel like all my organs are bursting with a need to be near you and it's crazy and intense but it also feels so good when we're together, like I'm on fire.
You're my boyfriend. That means something to me.
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eddie doesn't know what to say. for a long, long time eddie just sits there looking down at the message. feels his eyes burn a little, just a little, at the sudden swell of feeling. eddie is used to being rejected. he's used to being tolerated. he's not used to someone wanting him like this. wholly and completely, warts and all his infuriating little habits.
it, unfortunately, derails what he wanted to talk about. how if steve likes billy, then - he's got no problem opening things up. he cares about billy. and while he doesn't want mindless fucking, its clear they've got a bond.
a bond which is being pumped full of affection, and guilt, and a little bit of uncertainty that he's worthy of all this. ]
I love you too.
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Good.
I can't BELIEVE we just did that over texts! I HATE the future!!
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