[ it's a lot to parse all at once. And proof that if they hadn't formed this bond - this conversation probably wouldn't be happening. Billy bottles up, Eddie avoids, Steve is oblivious. ]
I know, B. [ maybe not the depth of it until now. And kissing is off the table until they talk to Steve. But his hand drops to billys and gives a squeeze. ] I didn't mean it like that. I'm just - I'm just saying, Steve's afraid of being replaced. Ans if you want this, and if he's onboard with this, fuck knows Harrington's more for the 80s than either of us... It's us. The three of us. Just the three of us. And, I guess, your billion OnlyStans followers.
[His laugh is sudden, slightly weak, and takes him by surprise -] Fuck you for making me laugh when I'm having a meltdown, [he says, and squeezes Eddie's hand. he wants to kiss him; the possibility of it is just hanging there, in this fucking limbo, and -
and instead he pulls Eddie in for an embrace, presses his nose to his hair and squeezes. indulges. ] If he says no, it's - it's fine. I'm a big boy. But promise me we'll be good.
[he's so smitten. even if he weren't, the thought of losing Eddie is so frightening. he thinks, maybe, this is why he avoided making real connections after Cali: just because of how much it fucking hurt when he had to let go. ]
You think we can sleep now? Pocket the rest of this for a tomorrow conversation?
[ he is actually dead tired and would like to get a proper night's sleep. He hugs billy a little longer and then steps back, stubbing out the cigarette and flicking it off the balcony. ]
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Date: 2022-08-30 02:13 am (UTC)I know, B. [ maybe not the depth of it until now. And kissing is off the table until they talk to Steve. But his hand drops to billys and gives a squeeze. ] I didn't mean it like that. I'm just - I'm just saying, Steve's afraid of being replaced. Ans if you want this, and if he's onboard with this, fuck knows Harrington's more for the 80s than either of us... It's us. The three of us. Just the three of us. And, I guess, your billion OnlyStans followers.
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Date: 2022-08-30 02:18 am (UTC)and instead he pulls Eddie in for an embrace, presses his nose to his hair and squeezes. indulges. ] If he says no, it's - it's fine. I'm a big boy. But promise me we'll be good.
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Date: 2022-08-30 02:20 am (UTC)Hate to tell you this but you're stuck with me now, Billy Hargrove.
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Date: 2022-08-30 02:24 am (UTC)[he's so smitten. even if he weren't, the thought of losing Eddie is so frightening. he thinks, maybe, this is why he avoided making real connections after Cali: just because of how much it fucking hurt when he had to let go. ]
You think we can sleep now? Pocket the rest of this for a tomorrow conversation?
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Date: 2022-08-30 02:27 am (UTC)[ he is actually dead tired and would like to get a proper night's sleep. He hugs billy a little longer and then steps back, stubbing out the cigarette and flicking it off the balcony. ]
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Date: 2022-08-30 02:29 am (UTC)